Just waking up to another day in paradise.
Its the perfect time to reflect and get squeaky clean in my thinking patterns, in order to truly step into my power and live in the truth of who I am. Trusting I am blessed, as a Child of God. My creator is only love, and therefore, so am I.
Being a student of A Course in Miracles (ACIM) has been a master blessing. It brings me to the light daily, allowing me, encouraging me to give up my burdens, my fears, concerns and worry about life in its many facets, and instead, offers me eternal peace, direction in all my actions, and faith that I am and will be guided every step of the way. As the Course teaches, “make no decision for yourself.” Thus, we learn to trust what the Course refers to as, “the Holy Spirit” as the direct link back to our Creator, and thereby, the Truth. The Course shares universal principles, however, it is not a religion nor does it have any doctrine, its a self study course in psychotherapy that dismantles the thought systems based in fear and re-aligns are minds to think vertically, via metaphysical truths, my favorite being, “Only Love is Real.”
In ACIM the author states, “my way is not difficult, but it is different.” and that has never been more true in my life. Always being a bit “different” and somehow residing in the general feeling most of my life that I was too “outside the box.” I could never fit in to the social constructs that tend to permeate our culture…and thus, in cancer, that has run true as well. When I was in the inquiry around how to approach my cancer diagnosis, a dear student, said to me, “what is your inner teacher telling you to do?” What is your guidance?”
My own words back at me. I began to feel the tears pushing through, and knew immediately, my guidance was telling me to stay the course, have faith, and look for alternative ways to treat cancer. To walk out of the fear, and into the Love. That the loudest and most obviously well known way of treating cancer, was not the one for me. I was afraid, and in a way feeling betrayed my inner Self – “why must I always be so different, why do I always choose difficult paths, why can’t I just go with the flow and do what others would have me do?”
Then I remembered, as I do each day, “My way is not difficult, but it is different.”
So when I do see my mind taking me to, this is “difficult,” and “I’m all alone” and trust me, cancer is a full on journey with some serious capacity to challenge the mind, I tell myself to have faith, to know that the Universe has my back, that I am blessed and guided. My fears are nothing, they have power to the extent that I give them energy. Fear is the absence of Light, and in and of itself, is nothing – So I stay the Course, I look for miracles each day, and learn to accept them rather than deflect them. I study and learn about cancer each day.
I mediate and pray, I eat the best I can, I take my supplements and added rick simpson oil, and now have the rife machine to take my treatment to the next level. Thank you to Lisa Taylor of her generosity of spirit. Her story will break your heart, and I’ll share it another time. But I want you to know about Royal Rife, an amazing doctor who demonstrated cancer could be attended to by light frequency, so I am attaching some information to this blog, and I know it is “controversial.”
Overall as humans, we don’t like to even think that the social constructs we have in place to “protect” us are unethical. We want to think we are on the side of the angels all the time, as Americans and in our systems. However, the way that the pharmaceutical companies have usurped power of the medical field is worthy of knowledge, particularly in the field of cancer. In 70 years, there has been little change to the alopathical way of treating cancer, – surgery, radiation and chemo are the way, and everything else is for “quacks.” The word ignorance is not a favorite among us, however, it simply means, to “ignore” what is true. To be unwilling to see things differently – another major theme in A Course of Miracles – our willingness to see another way.
If we study the facts, we can begin to make choices that reflect who we are rather than who we “think” we are. We can as Eleanor Rosevelt once say, “be the change we wish to see in the world.” If I think I am a victim of cancer, I will be. If I think cancer is a blessing and teaching me how to be healthy on a whole other level (heal – thy body) – than that’s what it will be for me. And thus here we are.
On the” different path,” I’ve been led to paradise, I’ve been led to learn about detoxification, the importance of clean eating, and supporting my immunity to do its God given job. I’m learning about the importance of a healthy relationship with finances and service in the world, and to surrender my mistakes in the past, to release the guilt, and embrace the learning happening in the present, and residing in the assurance of a future filled with Love, even through the hard times. As Larry used to say, “You are stronger than you think you are.”
So greetings to each and every one of you, from sunny and warm Puerto Escondido. Oaxaca, Mexico. After a yoga practice, a little swim, a bit of writing, and then off to coaching 3 clients today! WOO HOO! I will spend the afternoon with my precious children watching them swim in the ocean waves. I will know that although my way is different, it is not difficult, in fact, it is the easiest journey of all, to follow Him who sent me, and to know that my only purpose, is to extend, the good, the holy and the beautiful.
“To everyone, I offer quietness.
To everyone, I offer peace of mind.
To everyone, I offer gentleness.” – ACIM Lesson 108 – “To give and receive are one in truth.”
Today, I send you my faith, that all is in Divine Right Order, and trust you will feel the love I send you in the moment.